Sometimes I wake up from dreams that are very scary and feelings linger with me. This particular dream had me feeling so strange.
I was in a 3 story building when the basement collapsed and the other stories fell. The floors had different things on them and one was a retail store. I watched the damage untouched from the inside of the building on one of the upper floors. I fell with the building but I still stood perfectly without a stumble. I watched as all around me there were bodies covered in rubble. I noticed that there were Best Buy check out stands nearby that fell as well... I can remember the yellow tag logos vividly. I tried to help as other people outside the building came in to help too but no one survived. I talked to someone that came in and I felt catatonic. I told them that 84 people died. I didn't count the bodies, I didn't know what was going on in the building but I knew that there were 84 people that were in there and they all died. I couldn't move and I just stood as other people ran around trying to pull people out.
I woke up sweaty and feeling disbelief. I woke up Josh and turned on the light but mostly just sat stunned for awhile not knowing what to do. I felt very scared and had a hard time going back to sleep until Josh talked to me a bit and held me. I have no idea what the 84 means. I find it also very interesting that I stood by and watched everything untouched. Crazy.